FERRIS WHEEL SYNDROME
Let’s face it. In life, we
ought to be always going somewhere because our intended destination is an
integral component of actualizing our God-designed destiny. That’s one
reason why I never cared so much for Ferris wheels. They traverse in wide
circles; they move up and down; yet they never travel anywhere. Their
entry and exit points are virtually one and the same.
There is a second reason why Ferris
wheels are not my cup of tea. Although going up is a blast (take-offs are
always lots of fun), I loathe that weightless and sinking feeling at the crest
of the downward descent. It takes my breath away and sickens me.
Even now, thinking about it transports me to a rather unpleasant childhood
flashback, which is my third reason for disliking Ferris wheels.
At our annual Monessen Community Picnic,
one of my now deceased former classmates, Keith Guzzie, coaxed me into riding along
with him. At first glance, it really didn’t look like something I wanted
to do. That Ferris wheel was dauntingly tall and I was somewhat small. Also, we were only in the 3rd grade
and I had never ridden before. To my detriment, I was totally transparent
about my anxiety, and outwardly filled with trepidation as we sailed rapidly
through the air. Keith loved it; I hated it! Worse yet, when time
came to disembark, we were stuck at the top while the operator slowly released
riders below one-by-one. Keith took one glance at me, smirked
mischievously, then started rocking back and forth, as hard as possible,
laughing loudly and seemingly relishing my apparent fear.
After what seemed like a lifetime,
we arrived at the bottom. With shaky and sweaty palms upraised, I jumped
from my seat and vowed never to ride that Ferris wheel again. It’s a vow
I have happily kept.
It occurs to me that our lives are
replete with potential for such Ferris wheel experiences. One might say
that it’s the circular and cyclical nature of the beast. As Solomon
wisely observed, “That which has been is what will be, that which is done is
what will be done, and there is
nothing new under the sun.” (Ecclesiastes 1:9)
Actually, some people seem to thrive
on circular sameness, that is, succumbing
to serial failures that spring from our human tendency to tread familiar paths
and passages. It’s the practical reason why Satan needs only three
weapons in his arsenal of spiritual warfare. (I John 2:16) Only a relative few
are required to bring about spiritual paralysis, since (for most of us) it is
not the variety of sin that ensnares us, but the powerful pull of JUST ONE. I call it FERRIS
WHEEL syndrome, i.e. our typical tendency to become mired in the
repetitious and destructive quagmire of our individual issues. Indeed, it
is the usual, customary and familiar traps that manage to capture our attention
and to victimize so many.
I am eternally grateful that GOD (eventually)
endowed me with sufficient wisdom, tenacity and courage to dismount those ‘rides’
that are disguised as fun but feel more like folly and fear. Upon exiting
my customized FERRIS WHEEL of life,
I made a heartfelt vow - similar to one I had sent heavenward as an 8-year-old
boy – “I won’t be back…no more!”
Thank God for the victory and freedom that resides in the right-ride-of-life, which is simply embracing a dedicated
relationship with our loving and living
Lord.
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