DO
YOU HAVE THE TIME?
GOD will somehow
get our attention, one way or another. The
Master called out my name one day because He needed someone to go and be a
witness. I replied, “Lord, in my spare
time, I will definitely help you look for someone else. Between school, spending time with my
husband, working from 9 to 5, and trying to coordinate a program for my
community to help our children do better, I just don’t have much time. I know that I can’t go right now because I
have too much to do.”
He said, “Well,
where shall I find such a person? I
thought I saw your name on my list of available people.” “Well Lord, that was the prayer I prayed last
year; since then, things have changed.”
He said, “Like
what?”
“Well I’m
working on my Ph.D., and I’m needed by so many people, and my husband always
wants something done, and on top of that my community EXPECTS me to help them,
so…”
“Well, seeing
you’re that busy, I’ll let you go, but we will talk again, when YOU have some
time.”
I went on for days,
weeks and months, busy as always. One
evening, while studying for my comprehensive exams, I received a call from the hospital
concerning my husband. He had been in a
terrible accident and was in critical condition. I dropped everything and ran to the hospital
where I found him hanging on for dear life. I immediately begin to pray. “Lord,
don't take him now, I can’t bear it.” But
my prayers just echoed off the wall and returned to my ears. The next morning I left the hospital, tired
and weary, and walked into the door of my classroom just in time to take my
exams. As the professors began asking me
questions, I opened my mouth to speak, but nothing at all came out.
In my mind, I
begin praying…HARD…but my prayer merely echoed again. And I found myself terribly upset at God
since He was nowhere to be found. I
could not explain to my professors; they were completely puzzled. After leaving my exams, I called my job
because I was so distraught at everything that was going on. I explained things to my supervisor, and she insisted
that I take some time off. After
visiting my husband in the hospital that evening, I went home and fell into a deeply
depressed state, crying and total despair. Just then, I was sure that I heard
someone calling my name.
“LORD…is that
YOU?”
“Well, yes it
is. Do YOU have some time? I wanted to see if we could just talk…”
Instead of
waiting to hear what He had to say, I lashed out in total anger and
resentment. “How is it that when I
needed YOU today, You couldn’t be found?
And last night, I cried and cried, but all I heard were echoes from the
walls. My husband is dying; I’m flunking
out of school; I may lose my job; and You just casually stop by NOW and say You
want to talk?”
The Lord interrupted
my foolish speaking. “My child, when you
cried out, I was very busy – looking for someone to go and tell others about Me.
By the time I answered, you had moved on
to something else. So, I decided to let
your husband rest a while, and to keep you home for a few days. That way, MAYBE you would get in touch with
ME…if YOU had some time. You see, before
your husband, your school, or your job ever needed you, I NEEDED YOU. And since all these things take you away from
ME, I had to almost take them
away from YOU, in order to get a moment of your time.”
I calmed down immediately,
and began to weep. Just then, I was
remembering last year’s prayers of wanting to go and do some work for the Lord. Then He said softly, “I just stopped by to
check in and see if you know of ANYONE I could send to be a witness for Me and
tell others of My love. Anyone at all come
to mind at all?”
With tears in my
eyes and feeling so unworthy I said “Lord,
send me…I’ll go.”
ALMIGHTY GOD should
never have to ask us if we have TIME.
When Jesus died on the cross, He put aside everything to ensure us
eternal life. We should always be more
than grateful to render service unto the Lord, to tell ANYONE and EVERYONE
about Jesus. Please do not allow your
personal “things,” (whatever they may be), to tie you up so much that GOD becomes
an annual appointment in your planner! He
has more than enough time for us. The very
least we can do is reserve quality time for him. HE should be ‘Entry Number One’ in our life agenda!
-- Author Unknown
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